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Welcome To My Fanfiction Journal


Hello! I'm Eeri, sometimes known as Eerised. This is where I post my fanfiction, which I have been writing for a good long while, though it's taken me a long time to get to a place where I feel confident in calling myself a writer--and some days, my confidence is lacking, I will say. But regardless, you've stumbled upon my journal, by chance or not, and I think it's only fair I provide some links to help you out. First, you'll need to know where the indexes are, then you'll find a convenient place to post fic requests, another post about how to navigate the tags, then there will be a post about my betas and becoming my beta, and finally a post with all my current projects. I hope this makes it easy to find that specific fic you're looking for.

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If you ever have a question, do not hesitate to ask! I promise I won't bite! You can always message me or leave a comment. I will do my utmost best to get back to you promptly.

I hope everyone who stops by enjoys my writing and continues to support me! I couldn't do it without you readers! <3
Thank you, all!
-Eeri
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter; Harry/Draco
Rating: R
Chapter: 4/4
Word Count: 11,638
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, or the characters depicted herein.
Summary: Draco Malfoy is, like his wand, conflicted in nature and passing through turmoil; he is contradictory and full of paradox. He is the son of a Death Eater and he bears the Dark Mark, but he cannot stand all the death and torture; he is beginning to doubt the things he has been raised to believe; he no longer wants a world ruled by Lord Voldemort and his ideologies. Instead, he hopes that Harry Potter will save them. He does not discuss his changing heart, and he does not intend to do more than survive this war. He is not a hero, he is not self-sacrificing or brave, he is not good and pure--but like his wand, which at the core holds unicorn hair, there is some good in him. All he needs is to make the right choice.
A/N:And this, sadly, brings this fic to an end. I had not originally planned this to be the end, but this chapter was too... final. This particular journey is over, however, there is still more story left to tell. This has become something of a prequel, and so I hope everyone who enjoyed this will stick around for what's coming next! The sequel will be called Survivor's Heart, inspired by the fact that Draco's new wand is considered a "survivor's wand" because of the wood. Wands, being something of a theme here, I felt that was fitting. I've really enjoyed writing this fic--it's been a challenge writing in present tense, but a good one; and more than that, I have greatly enjoyed taking Draco on this journey, presenting him with something more than what was offered to him by his creator. I hope that everyone else has enjoyed reading his journey as much as I've enjoyed writing it.

Also of note, this chapter's title comes from a line in the poem "Ulysses" by Alfred Tennyson, which is also were the title of the series comes from.

Chapter Four: Now That Strength
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter; Harry/Draco
Rating: R
Chapter: 3/?
Word Count: 10,182
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, or the characters depicted herein.
Summary: Draco Malfoy is, like his wand, conflicted in nature and passing through turmoil; he is contradictory and full of paradox. He is the son of a Death Eater and he bears the Dark Mark, but he cannot stand all the death and torture; he is beginning to doubt the things he has been raised to believe; he no longer wants a world ruled by Lord Voldemort and his ideologies. Instead, he hopes that Harry Potter will save them. He does not discuss his changing heart, and he does not intend to do more than survive this war. He is not a hero, he is not self-sacrificing or brave, he is not good and pure--but like his wand, which at the core holds unicorn hair, there is some good in him. All he needs is to make the right choice.
A/N: Hoping to start posting on a bi-weekly schedule!

Chapter Three: A Foolish Heart

Alliance [13/18 // Naruto: Shippuden]

Series: Allied Nations Saga
Title: Alliance [1/4]
Chapter: 13/18
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Naruto/None
Timeline: Post Five-Kage Summit
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 21,175
Disclaimer: The Naruto series is the property of Masashi Kishimoto. I do not own it and I make no profit off of this work.
Summary: The Fourth Great Shinobi War has been declared. The five great nations are gathering their forces when an unexpected attack is waged on Suna. The resultant battle forces Suna's residents to seek refuge within Konoha. As the great nations gather their armies and desperately search for ways to defeat Madara's undead forces, lives are lost, the strength of the alliance is tested, and unexpected bonds are formed.
A/N: It feels unreal to finally be posting my favourite chapter of this fic. I'm so excited! Going on hiatus to finish editing, so I will not be updating this until October! Hope everyone enjoys until then!

Chapter Thirteen: A Beast's Gratitude

Alliance [12 // Naruto: Shippuden]

Series: Allied Nations Saga
Title: Alliance [1/4]
Chapter: 12/18
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Naruto/None
Timeline: Post Five-Kage Summit
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 23,097
Disclaimer: The Naruto series is the property of Masashi Kishimoto. I do not own it and I make no profit off of this work.
Summary: The Fourth Great Shinobi War has been declared. The five great nations are gathering their forces when an unexpected attack is waged on Suna. The resultant battle forces Suna's residents to seek refuge within Konoha. As the great nations gather their armies and desperately search for ways to defeat Madara's undead forces, lives are lost, the strength of the alliance is tested, and unexpected bonds are formed.
A/N: One more update coming up--and it's my fave chapter!!!--and then it's time for a hiatus! Follow thealliednationssaga on tumblr if you're interested in asking me questions and seeing fanart that a friend has been drawing!

Chapter Twelve: Rescue Mission
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter; Harry/Draco
Rating: R
Chapter: 2/?
Word Count: 12,488
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, or the characters depicted herein.
Summary: Draco Malfoy is, like his wand, conflicted in nature and passing through turmoil; he is contradictory and full of paradox. He is the son of a Death Eater and he bears the Dark Mark, but he cannot stand all the death and torture; he is beginning to doubt the things he has been raised to believe; he no longer wants a world ruled by Lord Voldemort and his ideologies. Instead, he hopes that Harry Potter will save them. He does not discuss his changing heart, and he does not intend to do more than survive this war. He is not a hero, he is not self-sacrificing or brave, he is not good and pure--but like his wand, which at the core holds unicorn hair, there is some good in him. All he needs is to make the right choice.
A/N: Hoping to start posting on a bi-weekly schedule!

Chapter Two: The Unexpected Gift

Alliance [10-11 // Naruto: Shippuden]

Series: Allied Nations Saga
Title: Alliance [1/4]
Chapter: 11/18
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Naruto/None
Timeline: Post Five-Kage Summit
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 12,238
Disclaimer: The Naruto series is the property of Masashi Kishimoto. I do not own it and I make no profit off of this work.
Summary: The Fourth Great Shinobi War has been declared. The five great nations are gathering their forces when an unexpected attack is waged on Suna. The resultant battle forces Suna's residents to seek refuge within Konoha. As the great nations gather their armies and desperately search for ways to defeat Madara's undead forces, lives are lost, the strength of the alliance is tested, and unexpected bonds are formed.
A/N: I'm gonna update this two more times kind of sporadically, then stop at chapter 13 to do intensive editing, just a head's up! Also, I didn't realise I hadn't posted chapter ten here???? I don't know how I missed that.

Chapter Ten: Abandon

Chapter Eleven: Wreckage
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter; Harry/Draco
Rating: R
Chapter: 1/?
Word Count: 12,488
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, or the characters depicted herein.
Summary: Draco Malfoy is, like his wand, conflicted in nature and passing through turmoil; he is contradictory and full of paradox. He is the son of a Death Eater and he bears the Dark Mark, but he cannot stand all the death and torture; he is beginning to doubt the things he has been raised to believe; he no longer wants a world ruled by Lord Voldemort and his ideologies. Instead, he hopes that Harry Potter will save them. He does not discuss his changing heart, and he does not intend to do more than survive this war. He is not a hero, he is not self-sacrificing or brave, he is not good and pure--but like his wand, which at the core holds unicorn hair, there is some good in him. All he needs is to make the right choice.
A/N: Been trying to go over this for edits since yesterday, but I'm terribly sick so it's taken me two full days to get through this. I blame not being at Fanime for the first time since I started going in 2008 on being sick. Either way, I would really like to feel better because I have work tomorrow. Anyways, the next chapter will be up soon enough. I just want to finish chapter three before then. I'm still not really sure where this is going or how long it'll be, but I'm kinda excited for that. Been a long time since I've posted something involved that's a WIP. Usually, I have everything plotted out perfectly... Oh, also, I haven't done this in a while, but I am in the market for a beta so if anyone who comes across this and also happens to like Naruto wants to beta for me that'd be super <3

Chapter One: The Willing Prisoner
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter; Harry/Draco
Rating: R
Chapter: 0/?
Word Count: 977
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, or the characters depicted herein.
Summary: Draco Malfoy is, like his wand, conflicted in nature and passing through turmoil; he is contradictory and full of paradox. He is the son of a Death Eater and he bears the Dark Mark, but he cannot stand all the death and torture; he is beginning to doubt the things he has been raised to believe; he no longer wants a world ruled by Lord Voldemort and his ideologies. Instead, he hopes that Harry Potter will save them. He does not discuss his changing heart, and he does not intend to do more than survive this war. He is not a hero, he is not self-sacrificing or brave, he is not good and pure--but like his wand, which at the core holds unicorn hair, there is some good in him. All he needs is to make the right choice.
A/N: This was inspired by JKR's weird animosity towards Draco and the idea that he could be more than what he was--at least on Pottermore, the way she's talked about him always kind of bothered me. I don't pretend that Draco wasn't cruel and nasty. He absolutely was, and I think that H/D fandom sometimes forgets that--at least it was fairly common to sort of forget his nastiness back in the day. But he was a child, and I think of all the characters he deserved a redemption arc. He deserved to be more dynamic, to be given the chance. JKR herself said, contradicting herself over and over on Pottermore, that his wand's core being unicorn hair was a conscious choice: the core of his wand shows that there is some unextinguished good in him. I took that idea and ran away with it. Currently I'm still writing this and I'm not sure how long it's going to end up being, but I've been working on it pretty steadily so I just decided to post it now. Also, if anyone wants to beta for me, I'd be down because much as I am a meticulous editor, it really does help to have a second pair of eyes! Anyway, enjoy!

Prologue: Ten Seconds
Series: This is Not a Love Story
Title: These Are Not Love Poems
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter; Harry/Draco
Prompt: #25 Exchanging Letters
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 9,299
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, or the characters depicted herein.
Summary: Generally, love letters are filled with sweet nothings, 'I love yous', 'I miss yous', and promises of forever. That's why these aren't love letters. They really truly aren't. Instead, they're falling in love letters, they are the slow but sure decent from old school rivals to friends to something else they aren't quite ready to name.
A/N: Sequel to These Are Not Love Letters I knew this was going to happen, I think. Even before everyone was asking for a sequel, I kind of felt like I wasn't done with this. It's cute and sweet, and mostly uncomplicated, and I've had fun writing it. I'm not sure yet how many installments there will be now, though. It is by no means complete at this point. I do hope everyone enjoys it though. And if you do enjoy my writing, please consider either donating to my kofi account, you can also donate in exchange for fanfiction. I went on short term disability for my mental health, and it was recently denied meaning I won't be paid for the time I took off from work. Apparently, I'm not mentally ill enough, though I beg to differ. Anyways, I'm currently living off of food from work, so anything would be really helpful. Thanks for reading! I'll try to update this soon!

These Are Not Love Poems
Series: This is Not a Love Story
Title: These Are Not Love Letters
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter; Harry/Draco
Prompt: #25 Exchanging Letters
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 9,113
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, or the characters depicted herein.
Summary: Generally, love letters are filled with sweet nothings, 'I love yous', 'I miss yous', and promises of forever. That's why these aren't love letters. They really truly aren't. Instead, they're falling in love letters, they are the slow but sure decent from old school rivals to friends to something else they aren't quite ready to name.
A/N: This was just supposed to be a quick little something, but I am incapable of that, so yes there will be a sequel--there has been much demand but I also felt like it needed one. I wrote this based on a cute prompt meme from tumblr (it was a series of sweet moments prompts). Also, I'm currently dealing with some financial troubles due to a number of things, but mostly because I went on short-term disability leave from work for my mental health and haven't been paid what I should have been while on leave. If you would like to donate to my kofi account to help that would be greatly appreciated, and if you like my fic and wanna donate in exchange for fic that would also be super amazing.

It started with a letter.

Becoming [1-2 // Harry Potter]

Title: Becoming
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter/None
Rating: General
Word Count: 3,374
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, or the characters depicted herein.
Summary: Harry is many things: he is the Boy-Who-Lived, he is the Chosen One, he is the Savior of the Wizarding World. He is also half Black. He is Black and he is made of magic. Harry doesn't quite know, though, what being Black means or how he relates. His journey is long, and some days are harder than others.
A/N: This is a very personal piece for me, as I, myself, am half Black. I wanted to explore some things, and I think in as much as this is about Harry, it's also about a shared experience that I think a lot of mixed kids go through. I'm writing from a very personal place and while some of it is very different from my experiences, it's still very close to me. Please be aware that when reading this, it is heavy. This fic deals with identity, internalized racism, institutional racism, and I'm sure there will be more heavy themes but this is a work in progress. I'm basically just writing little pieces here and there. There isn't any end goal in mind, so I have no clue how many chapters will be in this. It could just be five, it could be fifty (although, I doubt it'll be fifty, but who knows?), it could end up being a series. I don't know. I honestly don't even know what other characters will pop up (most likely Ron and Ginny, definitely Luna, possibly Draco Malfoy) and I have no clue if there will be any pairings, but probably because I think it's important to talk about love and especially Black love and interracial relationships and also sexuality. So....yeah. I hope everyone enjoys! Also! Please note that the second chapter is a lot more intense, and deals with the issue of internalized racism.

Discovery (or Just Another Day in the Hospital Wing)

Identity Crisis (or How Hermione Saves Harry Potter From Himself)

Alliance [9 // Naruto: Shippuden]

Series: Allied Nations Saga
Title: Alliance [1/4]
Chapter: 9/18
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Naruto/None
Timeline: Post Five-Kage Summit
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 18, 377
Disclaimer: The Naruto series is the property of Masashi Kishimoto. I do not own it and I make no profit off of this work.
Summary: The Fourth Great Shinobi War has been declared. The five great nations are gathering their forces when an unexpected attack is waged on Suna. The resultant battle forces Suna's residents to seek refuge within Konoha. As the great nations gather their armies and desperately search for ways to defeat Madara's undead forces, lives are lost, the strength of the alliance is tested, and unexpected bonds are formed.
A/N: As always, I hope everyone who's reading is enjoying this. The chapters will continue to be quite long from here on out, and things are really starting to come to a head. In case it wasn't clear before, the timeline of this fic does jump around with each perspective. Every characters' perspective is linear in terms of their own experiences, but events may not be told in linear order if another character's perspective is told before theirs. I hope that makes sense? Basically, "Character A experiences something on day two, but character B experiences something on day one, and character c might experience something in between day one and two", but eventually it all sort of ties together and you can kind of see where the timeline is. I have a timeline written out somewhere (but I'm pretty sure it's on my old computer which is still busted so I'll have to get that fixed so that at the end of this fic I can post it for anyone interested in seeing it). Anyway, enjoy!

Chapter Nine: Honor and Duty

Alliance [8 // Naruto: Shippuden]

Series: Allied Nations Saga
Title: Alliance [1/4]
Chapter: 8/18
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Naruto/None
Timeline: Post Five-Kage Summit
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 12,489
Disclaimer: The Naruto series is the property of Masashi Kishimoto. I do not own it and I make no profit off of this work.
Summary: The Fourth Great Shinobi War has been declared. The five great nations are gathering their forces when an unexpected attack is waged on Suna. The resultant battle forces Suna's residents to seek refuge within Konoha. As the great nations gather their armies and desperately search for ways to defeat Madara's undead forces, lives are lost, the strength of the alliance is tested, and unexpected bonds are formed.
A/N: Me-[says i'm not updating for a while] also me-[has no self-control and updates twice within the same week]. Hope everyone enjoys this chapter. It's full of psuedo-science that bull shits with confidence, and it's a great chapter if you're a fan of Sakura. :D

Chapter Eight: The Medicine Woman

Alliance [7 // Naruto: Shippuden]

Series: Allied Nations Saga
Title: Alliance [1/4]
Chapter: 7/18
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Naruto/None
Timeline: Post Five-Kage Summit
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 9,956
Disclaimer: The Naruto series is the property of Masashi Kishimoto. I do not own it and I make no profit off of this work.
Summary: The Fourth Great Shinobi War has been declared. The five great nations are gathering their forces when an unexpected attack is waged on Suna. The resultant battle forces Suna's residents to seek refuge within Konoha. As the great nations gather their armies and desperately search for ways to defeat Madara's undead forces, lives are lost, the strength of the alliance is tested, and unexpected bonds are formed.
A/N: Long time no update. Been kinda down at the lack of...anything this fic has received, I guess? I mean, you spend five years working on something and you don't really get a lot of anything, it kinda makes you lose your drive. Also, just life got in the way like always. But my goal is to update again sometime in February! Anyway, hope everyone enjoys the update! Also, on AO3 I updated the tags to include Shikamaru/Temari and Neji/Tenten, but please keep in mind that this is not a pairing heavy fic!

Chapter Seven: Rift

Alliance [6 // Naruto: Shippuden]

Series: Allied Nations Saga
Title: Alliance [1/4]
Chapter: 6/18
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Naruto/None
Timeline: Post Five-Kage Summit
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 15,676
Disclaimer: The Naruto series is the property of Masashi Kishimoto. I do not own it and I make no profit off of this work.
Summary: The Fourth Great Shinobi War has been declared. The five great nations are gathering their forces when an unexpected attack is waged on Suna. The resultant battle forces Suna's residents to seek refuge within Konoha. As the great nations gather their armies and desperately search for ways to defeat Madara's undead forces, lives are lost, the strength of the alliance is tested, and unexpected bonds are formed.
A/N: I guess I'm doing better at updating than I imagined! Just a warning, this chapter does contain an implied rape. It's not super graphic, but regardless, I want people to be aware.

Chapter Six: Master of the Undead

Alliance [1-5/18 // Naruto: Shippuden]

Series: Allied Nations Saga
Title: Alliance [1/4]
Chapter: 1-5/18
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Naruto/None
Timeline: Post Five-Kage Summit
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 39,638
Disclaimer: The Naruto series is the property of Masashi Kishimoto. I do not own it and I make no profit off of this work.
Summary: The Fourth Great Shinobi War has been declared. The five great nations are gathering their forces when an unexpected attack is waged on Suna. The resultant battle forces Suna's residents to seek refuge within Konoha. As the great nations gather their armies and desperately search for ways to defeat Madara's undead forces, lives are lost, the strength of the alliance is tested, and unexpected bonds are formed.
A/N: I've updated this fic on AO3 but not here because I'm really bad at remembering I have this thing anymore. Still worth posting it here for anyone who may miraculously still use LJ. A reminder that the numbering on AO3 is different for the chapters just cause AO3 doesn't allow you to have prologues for some dumb reason. If you are reading the fic and wanna leave a comment, AO3 is probably the best place for that, fyi. I'm probably gonna post this and then forget I have this thing again for the next six months lol

Chapter One: Retrieval

Chapter Two: The War Room

Chapter Three: Dispatch

Chapter Four: Reconnaissance

Chapter Five: See No Evil

Alliance [0/18 // Naruto: Shippuden]

Series: Allied Nations Saga
Title: Alliance
Chapter: 0/18 // Assault on Suna
Author: eerised_da
Fandom/Pairing: Naruto/None
Timeline: Post Five-Kage Summit
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 1,505
Disclaimer: The Naruto series is the property of Masashi Kishimoto. I do not own it and I make no profit off of this work.
Summary: The Fourth Great Shinobi War has been declared. The five great nations are gathering their forces when an unexpected attack is waged on Suna. The resultant battle forces Suna's residents to seek refuge within Konoha. As the great nations gather their armies and desperately search for ways to defeat Madara's undead forces, lives are lost, the strength of the alliance is tested, and unexpected bonds are formed.
A/N: I'll be amazed if anyone who's watching this LJ is still active. Honestly, I'm really not active on LJ myself, but I remembered I had it and since I finally finished my huge 4 1/2 year project (sans a last few rounds of editing), I figured I'd actually post it here. I can't believe I even remember my password honestly, let alone that I've decided to post this here of all places. But I guess it's only right given that I'd dreamed of finishing this monstrosity and having it up here four+ years ago. This is a canon-divergent fic now, given that Naruto is actually finished. Kind of amazed by that, but not as amazed as I am that I finished this fic. It's been a labour of love, I must say. I'll just be posting links directly to the work itself on Ao3 as opposed to dealing with typing out the html on two separate places. Also, if you're wondering, this is tagged as complete because despite the fact that it's not all posted right now it is actually complete. I just need to edit the rest of the fic extensively, so it'll be about a month before bi-weekly updates begin.

Prologue: Assault on Suna

Making a List, Checking it Twice

Since today I felt sick and skipped class, I'm going to make a list of all the fics I owe people because I know it's a lot and I don't remember everything simply because it's been a long while. I am a terrible, terrible person for not being more on top of this, I know.

1. mikkeneko: one KuroFai (TRC) fic, one ToyaYuki (CCS) fic.
2. quinconcinnity: one KuroFai (TRC) American western fic.
3. akinarei: one DouWata fic
4. isisanubis: one As/S (Harry Potter) fic
5. heeroluva: one SasuNaru (Naruto) fic
6. dreximgirl: one CCS fic (pairing, prompt, and donation confirmation needed)

(Hm. Now this feels much shorter than I was expecting. So I suppose it's time for me to run around trying to actually figure out who else I owe fic to, as only quinconcinnity replied to my last post.)

Once again, if I owe you fic, let me know ASAP or I may miss you!
-Eeri

Catching Up

Dear me, oh my.

It certainly has been ages since I've touched this journal. Things have been hectic, more than hectic even. Very dramatic, in fact. And between being stranded in California, then in Arizone for two weeks, an anime convention, moving once again and getting settled, not to mention depression and lots of other real life stuff, I sort of let fandom/fanfiction fall to the weigh-side.

Well, it is my hope that I'll be back in action. I've started work on Alliance once more, which I take to be a very good sign.

I owe lots of people some fics though and I'd really like to get those taken care of. For those of you who follow me who have donated to a cause in exchange for a fic by me, please comment here and refresh my memory with what you'd requested (pairing, plot, etc). All fics will either be double in length, or I'll do my best to write two because this is quite ridiculous of me to not get things done promptly. I'm hoping to nip that in the bud.

Also, to note, I am back in school (and hopefully soon I'll also be employed) so though I am back, I still have a lot of things going on. Writing is one of the most important things in my life, but fandom writing isn't novel writing, so sometimes it may be put on the back-burner. But I haven't forgotten fandom. How could I?

Thanks for sticking with me and welcome to all my new readers!

-Eeri

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